Meridians are pathways that connect various bodily organs and functions to mental and emotional states. When you awake, in fact, can indicate which meridian has been disrupted.
What occurs when you awake is highly dependent on the time of night. Think about how often you wake up during the night as another factor. There may be a spiritual significance to being awakened between the hours of 3 and 5 am every day.
This is especially true if you rarely, if ever, get up in the night and there is no evident reason (like needing to use the restroom) for your awakening.
The meaning of a 1 a.m. awakening on a spiritual level.
Your physical health may be compromised by issues with your gallbladder or blood circulation.
In the spiritual sense: Get some juice. You’re putting in more effort than is being returned, and it’s taking its toll. You could not be receptive to receiving, and you might not be sure how to bring joy to yourself, so you go to other sources like the attainment of goals or social approval.
In terms of your body, it seems likely that you’re experiencing some sort of digestive issue, probably involving your liver or small intestine. It’s possible that you’re not getting enough to eat or drink.
This is typically the result of mental blocks accumulated during early or middle childhood that has yet to be resolved. Being too young to understand their significance likely led you to avoid or fight against similar situations in the future. You feel the effects of it even now.